2. Walk around in a fugue-state (mostly induced by lack of sleep due to revisions and working on the second book on contract)
3. Wake up with cold sweats at least once a week, increasingly more convinced that your agent will call and shout April Fools! Why would you ever have been silly enough to think that someone would publish your book?
5. Decide whether to laugh or cry when your mother discovers The CW and calls to tell you that apparently YA is a THING.
6. Find out your book will be in Walmart and Target and make your arms black and blue from pinching yourself. Wake up having dreamed your book hits the best-seller lists. Feel guilty for even having had that thought. Bad writer. Baaaaad writer. Knock on every wooden surface in the house, because clearly you’ve jinxed yourself. Why would you ever have been silly enough to think that someone might buy your book?
8. Oh, wait. WAIT! Your book is out in the world. People are buying it. People are reading it. People are … gulp … reviewing it.
9. You check Amazon rankings and reviews obsessively. Obsessively. And don’t forget Goodreads. Good grief.
10. Have people say horrible things about your book. Decide you HATE being an author.
11. Have people say wonderful things about your book. Decide you LOVE being an author.
13. Discover readers. Actual readers. People who write you or tweet at you or Facebook you to tell you that they liked/loved/lived your book. You want to adopt every one of them. Hug them and squeeze them and call them George.
Get busy and frantic and lose track of why you loved writing in the first place.
15. Oh, um. Except. You’re supposed to be finishing that second book!!?!!
Worry about sales and reviews and deadlines for the first book and realize how wonderful it was to write a first book without worrying about any of that.
16. Turn in the second book. YAY! You did it. You didn’t think you could, but you figured it out. Writing the first one wasn’t a fluke. You’re finally a real writer. Um. Probably.
17. Hold on. What if the book sucks? People are going to READ this book. Maybe. Or not. What if no one reads it? What if no one reviews it? What if no one BUYS it?
18. Hyperventilate. Die. Hyperventilate some more.

20. Rediscover blogging. Reading craft books and posts. The joy of critiquing and mentoring other writers. Re-energize yourself in the process of paying it forward by helping people the way other authors helped and continue to help you.
21. Turn in the third book. OMG. Finally. Now you’re definitely a real writer. Positively. For sure. You can Do. This. Thing.
22. Except hold on. Now you’re done. What if you never have another good idea?
24. Get edits from your agent and realize how lucky you are to have her. Hear all the questions and nuggets of wisdom from your editor in your head as you revise.
25. Get a note from your publisher and remember all over again why you love them.
26. Get a note from a reader who LOVED your second book and gets exactly what you meant to say. Someone who needed to hear that message. Someone who thanks you for writing the book.
28. Admit that you will probably never feel like a real writer. That every book is going to be a new adventure, its own learning curve, and that you will always be surprised and grateful for every reader. Not just, as your mother points out, because they bought your book, but because they are reading your words, allowing your characters to live and breathe, and make your worlds come alive.
29. Look up from revisions and realize the paperback reprint of your first book comes out that week and book two comes out in three months. How on earth did that happen? Freak out all over again. Just a little bit. Go back to revisions.

SPECIAL GIVEAWAY
Talon
by Julie Kagawa
Hardcover
Harlequin Teen
Released 10/28/2014
Long ago, dragons were hunted to near extinction by the Order of St. George, a legendary society of dragon slayers. Hiding in human form and growing their numbers in secret, the dragons of Talon have become strong and cunning, and they’re positioned to take over the world with humans none the wiser.
Ember and Dante Hill are the only sister and brother known to dragonkind. Trained to infiltrate society, Ember wants to live the teen experience and enjoy a summer of freedom before taking her destined place in Talon. But destiny is a matter of perspective, and a rogue dragon will soon challenge everything Ember has been taught. As Ember struggles to accept her future, she and her brother are hunted by the Order of St. George.
Soldier Garret Xavier Sebastian has a mission to seek and destroy all dragons, and Talon’s newest recruits in particular. But he cannot kill unless he is certain he has found his prey: and nothing is certain about Ember Hill. Faced with Ember’s bravery, confidence and all-too-human desires, Garret begins to question everything that the Order has ingrained in him: and what he might be willing to give up to find the truth about dragons.
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Happy reading and writing! Have a great week!
Martina

















